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personal musings unleashed…


I see far too many people who are not thinking… and well i have to turn away and protect my thoughts. composting logic
reality forced anger
paths burdened with tears

My religious views are Work-in-Progress and my political views are Independent. I am a free thinker who will listen and either agree or disagree with you. My main philosophy is that life is precious regardless of your worldview. So act like life matters and we will get along just fine.

Side note: Most people, family included, have or had no idea I struggled with suicidal ideation since age 8 until 50. My brother acted on his depression. I wanted to but was fearful of the consequences. We wonder if people who die by their own hands go to heaven. I wonder if we will ever learn to listen and hear people. Even in their silence there are clues… i saw my brother’s anger mixed in with his smile. I was too caught up in raising my daughter that I chose only to see his love for me and Anna and Jeff. I walked past his anger and should have called him to talk. 💔 I play that look over and over in my mind. Like today. I dislike what i see in so many eyes and feel helpless. Daily. How do we fix the pain that surrounds us? How? 💔🌏

Literature is strewn with the wreckage of those who have minded beyond reason the opinion of others.

A woman must have money and a room of her own if she is to write fiction. –V Woolf “A Room of One’s Own”

Well… i am off to assemble a “Room of My Own” and enjoy what are the last few weeks of a gorgeous summer. Life is different in Massachusetts. It is a good change for my mental health. A much needed change and very few sour notes exist in my song book. Grateful for the positive energy surrounding me.

5 thoughts on “personal musings unleashed…

    1. This is why i haunts me forever. 💔 And yes… the wheel keeps turning! Enjoying New England tremendously. ✌🏼🍂 Autumn is in the air… a crispness rises.

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      1. Don’t let it haunt you. You now better, therefor you can do better, right? All we can do is offer to listen, it’s up to the one in need to take the offer.

        We have some chilly days over here to, but it looks like we will get a few more Summer days next week…

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      2. I often put it to rest… let it be. From where does it come, to interfere? In my weaker moments i succumb. Let it twirl around my thoughts… i always in the end find strength to overcome. Nice talking to you Patty. 🍂 may you have a beautiful season of autumn. And enjoy a few last days of summer sunshine… a few remain here this week too. ☀️

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      3. Because you are a Beautiful Soul dear Jeanne. You had your share of pain, can resonate with the feelings of being lost in darkness and you know, really know, how hard it is to find light again. One can study all he/she wants, but to me, people who have gone through such harsh challenges are the best teachers. I believe your art is helpful to many of your readers.
        Big hugs! Sweet dreams and until we connect again 😉 XxX

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