Avoidance of pain. I’m realizing how i am trying my hardest not to feel and yet feeling deeply. I’ve let my mind wander. And I’m not sorry at all, to you, for gifting you value.
I like being in your space. And i know you’ve told me to go. Not in words but in other ways. And I still ignore. I knock. And wait.
I never meant to fall in love. I’m reeling. In circles I’ve taken, in towards your heart. And left you to fend off the tangled web I wove.
There is but this and I adore you.