
It’s the natural order. —Samuel Beckett
What am I doing here? Does anybody really know? I suppose some of us do. The smart and put together ones.
I sit up nights worrying who I am. Resign myself to think I may never know. Knowing one day I am sunny and the next day I send shivers up the coolest cat in town.
Life was going swimmingly. I had plans. I felt my square edges had been rounded to fit in society’s cylinder vision. Then, you know, a virus spread like a bad case of halitosis. Why didn’t someone tell that person to keep their mouth shut? Yeah! I wouldn’t have the nerve to tell someone either.
Then I have another problem. The world is divided along political lines. And religion. And between truth, morality, and friendship. I’m somewhere in the gray area of exhaustion.
I realize I am as much to blame. So I sit and wonder. Will I have courage to change my life to compensate for these wavy thoughts.
No. Im not suicidal. Not this time.
Still, I need a break from this break. Sit awhile and sing me a song?
what are your first three option going into that break from the break ?
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I’ve much enjoyed the break, but I am now getting a little stir crazy! I hope your suicidal thoughts will stay at bay – you are worthy to be on this Earth 💕 As your title says, “Just Dance” all your troubles away! Hugs 🤗 If you ever need to chat – I’m here – just reach out anytime! Tanya
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Thanks sweet Tanya. 😘❤️🎶 Have a beautiful evening.
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Taking a break heals actually. Ending life is never the solution. Very well penned👍👍
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Nope. Never. I agree. 😘❤️🙏🏼🎶
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