Tag: anxiety

absence in wake

Look. Do you see? This picture of me. Look. I once stood in such a door. My vow to not share. My sacred word. My vagrant thoughts. I break the rules. So am i desperate against myself? I truly want to be alone. Do you believe me? I think not. What will any of this…

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phoenix street

wrote it now own the words “stinging nettles” popcorn, chips no escape writhing grapes glowing flames pardon me hold on wash away this grin funny spill easy swipe to wipe pain away hoping still you catch a wave to ride reach high brave sky then crash… burn hotter smoke longer grow stronger pardon me i…

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From then… until now.

walls inside keep spores from spawning outside decaying rotting… yawning, i shroom days on end holding myself together not touching the walls surrounding an interior ready to crumble i fall crawl to the screen make my way through relentlessly waiting for the end my friend

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imaginings

i try hard to stay open while the heart shuts i scream loud in a whisper salted with fear and roll with the punches stuck in second gear

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atonement

who desires acceptance and love while yearning for copious eyes to embrace the soul to plunge under his magic umbrella a pledge to guard a heart watch her sunning mind under noonday never been happier… not since the day of accolades rained upon her ego… only to crush her in a tidal wave of disapproval.…

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Chaos…

In my chaos is an order stars in the wind -glowing answers surround me blowing sweet sounds look down eyes dreamily meet mine rippled puddles gently sooth my mind dance atop the surface grab ahold be brave be bold soul in the corner be brave be bold be bold soul in the corner soul in…

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piano man.

circus mind filled with sorrow nothing entertains rivers of red threatening beat the final score a song for every life situation big band, rock… classical, soul no limits to a melodies roll like a cloud sound changes to fit the mood and i ask -you to dance, along follow my steps the black and white…

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