Tag: mental well-being

Craving…

All those details in life… begging feedback. I am so unsure of myself. My glasses either need adjusting or my self-esteem could use a boost. Perhaps a week, sunning on Florida sands, lapping up the beams of light, will readjust my outlook. I wonder, will a halo appear above my head? Or maybe I am…

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thoughts unleashed…

i have never been so assured of myself but somehow i feel lost… Still. Lost. lost as all the voices i cherish are slowly dying… and not because they have been silenced… i am no longer around to hear. lost in ocean wave… i come in and out of existence too.

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thoughts unleashed…

Well… you and i made it to experience another year on earth. I hope the approaching 365 days is good to you… full to the brim with positive thoughts, new adventures, reinforced friendships, old and new, with plenty of time spent writing and working on your craft. Or perhaps experimenting with a new method of…

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worries

the day started a full 24-hour blessing so why downcast spirit remain clipped to a clothesline washed denim softer today the blues fading away only to return again

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Saudade

the night settling down to rest ruined by anger in fallen dreams and empty souls settled in their queendoms and i know those girls petty pompous asses looking like crack with flirting golden tongues they ruined a middle school charm he liked me from afar he sent his notes afraid to shift his hips he…

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days on end

i have all these great intentions i want to die knowing holding myself together not touching the walls surrounding an interior ready to fall i crumble crawl to the screen push my way through to understand voices relentlessly waiting for you

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MsInterpretation

Disclaimer: This post is from three weeks ago. Whether i agree or disagree with these thoughts today or tomorrow… well, they happened. And i write them down, for good or bad. My words and I, we belong to each other, united in this marriage for the long haul. Good luck to me… right? I know…

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Hate on me… i lied

What am i doing here this morning? Did i not say i was gone from WP? Well a thought entered my head after reading a post in a closed group i belong to on FB… and decided to share here as well. So, what is the group? Survivors of Suicide. A group i did not…

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absence in wake

Look. Do you see? This picture of me. Look. I once stood in such a door. My vow to not share. My sacred word. My vagrant thoughts. I break the rules. So am i desperate against myself? I truly want to be alone. Do you believe me? I think not. What will any of this…

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